so i have been going to the gym and trying to eat less. but i weigh myself to find i have gained weight. my body is disgusting i cry when i look in mirror. i understand why no one wants me cause im fat old and ugly . sucks when you try your hardest and it still weight goes up. i want to feel good in my own body. but if i dont like what i see naked im sure everyone doesnt like too.. i would like to post new videos but who wants to see an over weight old ugly woman saggy boobs and fat pussy... sorry just feel unloved ******** unattractive lately.… Read more

I do not like to block people. But of late there has been a few nasty rude people that are sending vile messages. Alot of them are from accounts that either say there are female or couple. but the messages are not what how a female would type to someone. DO some men make profiles and pretend that they are women or a couple to talk to girls on here. thinking that girls will feel more at ease chatting to another girl... i am on here and i am me.... all my photos and video are me... the photos and videos are not great i do know this . i do not say im a professional at all.... im just a south a… Read more

hi my fellow freaks and freakettes i want to get a piercing . but unsure where to get it... i DO NOT want my nipples done. im cant decide whether to get clit or inner labia done. i am a little worried bout my clit as it is a tiny and scared i might lose feeling.… Read more

so this morning i got a phone call from one of the surgeries i am book into. (i want a few different opinions so i have few consults booked.) i went in and talked to the surgeon and was told he would not do a breast implants on me. i am so sad. as i so want to have big round perfect breasts. he said he will only do a breast lift. i am not sure i want to spend $18000 just for a lift. i will wait and see what other surgeons say.… Read more

So 2020 been a shitty year for everything and everyone. i been sitting on the fence about getting my girls done. this morning i moved step forward i booked my first consult. i surprised earliest booking is in January 2021. but he is the best plastic surgeon in Adelaide , South Australia. I just rang up the surgery next to the one i made appt and i can get in November 2020. so i will keep both and maybe work out which i like more. probably good to see more that 1 surgeon.… Read more

so like i said i diagnosed with bpd and bipolar. so my mind is my best friend and worst enemy. it tells me stuff and i start to believe it even if its not real. my brain is in fog mode that means i will need to go onto medication. i dont like being on meds as i failed in life.… Read more

So on Friday evening i went for a drive to a country towns to check out what they supply in adult shop, and there was a vibrator that i had not seen before. it has a camera on the end so my loving daddy bought it for me. Last night (saturday) after long while trying to download and connect the toy to my phone. We made a video of inside my pussy. it was all gooey and creamy deep in me. but the video did not format properly so it cant be seen on my phone or uploaded to my page here. so i will need to work out the format. would you all like to see inside my sweet tight pink pussy… Read more

today is 2nd July thursday and since last night my skin has been on fire my brain is popping and cant sit still. im feeling confident and sexy ... i know the cycle of my bipolar and bpd . im heading upward to a manic state. sadly my highs are not as long as my lows. there are a sharp super fast spike then bam drop back into the deep black hole of depression. im super horny and need to be fucked in all holes. im craving sex alot last 2 days. my pussy is throbbing and sticky.… Read more

TOO GET A LIFT OR NOT TO GET A LIFT. so i just finished the phone consultation about getting my breasts larger the lady suggest i get them lifted as well. lift is a scary procedure as my nipples will be taken off and re put back on there is a chance i will lose feeling in my nipples and i have been able to cum with just nipple play (hasnt happened for awhile) if i just get the implants they will still be saggy. plus the cost is double. i do not know what to do.… Read more

on sunday went to Maslin Beach (adelaides nude beach) and even in the cool winters day i stripped off. i am wondering why the male to female ratio so different.think besides me only 3 other naked ladies where as there were approx 12 (yes winter so not many people on beaches)... so my thoughts are do men like being naked more than women in public… Read more

little background of the life of Innocent Eyes. i was on heavy duty psycho d**gs for my bipolar and bdp. and i gained alot weight. only good side of it i got massive tits. i took myself off the medicine and lost ton weight including my tits. so i have empty sacks on my chest. so after 4 years of crying i have decided i do not want to cry every time i look in mirror. so i have a boobjob appointment tomorrow (humpday) i do not know if i want to go big and fake looking or go big but natural looking i see good in both. also should i get tummy done at same time? what do you sexy guys and gals think… Read more

It was a georgous hot afternoon in July my trip to Italy was nearly over , Naples is a beautiful city. i was wandering up and down the scenic streets looking at the historical building when a gust of wind swept my hat and blew down the street. A man dressed in white trousers and white shirt half unbuttoned picked it up. I went up to him and thanked him "grazie signore" i learnt a few words in my stay. The tanned man smiles noticing my bad accent said "your not from here are you?" I was happy he spoke english in reply i said "no im visiting from Australia" and then he said "Im visiting here to… Read more

hi freaks and freakettes. i was wondering should i blog on here about my life? i have bipolar and bdp and need to unload some of my fears and insecurities . but maybe not good to do it on a public forum or a porn site… Read more

Good Morning yes i know most of my friends on here are men so please do not get too upset with this post. i just like to know why men can not be honest with women in their lives. im just getting sick of the lies they tell and secrets they keep.… Read more

Happy Hump Day people. its a overcast day here in Adelaide but not raining. my plans today has been cancelled. so im home and horny. whats a girl to do on humpday and no cocks to hump.… Read more